So, givin' y'all some updates here... But, let's start with...
SOME LYRICS!
[i]I'm never alone/ I'm alone all the time/ are you at one/ or do you lie/ we live in a wheel/ where everyone steals/ but when we rise it's like strawberry fields/.[/i]
COMMENT IF YOU CAN GUESS WHAT SONG THIS IS. <3

So, several things have to be said.
Firstly, I apologize deeply for not being on very much... actually, at all in the past few weeks. Everything's really busy, especially with school... it's absolutely terrible. And, I regret to tell you that I probably won't be online much more in the recent months. BUT, I will try.

Secondly, I haven't been writing much poetry lately. I regret to inform you of this, as well. But, I have started a new story! It doesn't have a name yet, but as soon as I finish it, I'm going to post it. I'm doing about 25 chapters, and i've just started 14... hopefully be done it soontiemz.

I DIDN'T REALIZE HOW MUCH I MISSED YOU GUYS. Really.
I really wish that I had more time...
I think I'm going to make an effort to get on more, but don't quote me on it.

Thirdly, I've given up on Orchid. I'm sorry if you guys liked it.
But here's an idea, if you like it, try and write another chapter/chapters for it.

COMMENT IF YOU LOVE ME.
nah, .

I'm watching this weeks SNL again. Taylor Swift was pretty funny in it.

Anyway, that's really all I've got to say. If you guys want to know how it's been going or have any questions about my new story, just message me.
I love you guys, talk soon! <3

Oh tell me where your freedom lies; the streets are fields that never die. Deliver me from reasons why- you'd rather cry, I'd rather fly.

**UPDATE** : I changed my main character's name in Orchid. :]
Message if you want to know what her name is!

Anyway, here we are, update number 5! I don't know what proper Journal etiquette is...whether I should do a journal every month, every week, every two...when something awesome happens...?
So, I'll just update when I can!
_{Comment if you never know when to post a journal!}

So, I'm the most surprised/happiest/most depressed girl in the world at the moment.
Want to know why?
The Paul Allender PRS (Paul Reed Smith, idiots)([link]) IS ONLY $799. HOLYCRAPHOLYCRAPHOLYCRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAP.
_{Comment if you're as suprised/happy/depressed as I am about this}.
I've gone over on my phone bill like, 500 bucks, so I won't be getting it any time soon. : <
And I've already got a limited edition Americana PRS.
Fuck yeah, I'm spoiled. : D

Anyway, If you don't know Jase, (*Zodia-Mocking-Bird), then you better check his page out. He's making an album, and he's also the best lyricist I know.
You should also check out my friend's band Feast Of Wolves (www.myspace.com/feastofwolvesband). They're metal, don't worry, Kris.
In other music news, I might be preforming my song Our Last Summer on an album my friend is making. Emphasis on the might. I hope I do. But, like I said, I have no clue, yet.
_{Comment if you have any music news!}

Anyone who can guess the song those lyrics at the top belong to, gets a large virtual hug.
(That means everyone EXCEPT Jase. So, don't even bother, Jase. : D)

So, I made this journal just to say hello, and all that. I've realized I need a CSS for my journals. But, I don't want to pay someone to make me one. So, if someone can make me one, even just a shitty one, I'd love it. Just to have. I won't be able to use it, of course, but...then...You know what, I refuse to erase my stupidity, so I'll just say don't worry about it.

Check out Prana (*CrimsonCravenheart) because she writes poetry almost as raw as my own. : D Nah, hers is more raw, and she knows it.

School's starting soon. For me, at least. I'm excited.
_{comment if you're excited for school!}

Oy...Wow, what inspired my to sound Jewish? It's a good word.
I'm absolutely bored-tastic.
I want to start listening to some more music. So, if any of your friends have bands, or there's a song you think is awesome, link it at me. I'm totally up for anything.
But, If you're trying to link me I'm a Unicorn by 1-800 Zombie, I've already heard it.

Loves on all of you! Thanks for reading another Fail Journal of mine.
I think that's what I'm going to change it to. Instead of Çhaye's Updates, Fail Journal 1. Or two, respectfully.
Anyway, loves on all of you!
Çhaye OUT SAUCED.

Alright, so this would probably be 'Çhaye's Update Number 4' had I not deleted all my other ones...before... Which was actually an accident.
OKAY.
So, basically, I made this so I could tell you all something.

I'VE FAILED.
I won't finish the book Orchid by September. I could start making excuses, and all that jazz, but, would you really care? Another point, who's actually reading this? Leave a comment, so I can give you a virtual hug. ^^

Damn, I really need to shave my legs.
ANYWAY. _{Comment if you've got hairy legs!}
**UPDATE** Legs are clean. Hooray for razors!! _{wow, that sounds emoLICIOUS.} Comment if you love razors!

I have written a new poem. It's only 4 stanzas, right now, because I wrote it while I was doing something, so it's basically in my head right now...and my head's forgotten most of it. GODDAMNIT.
But, yes, 4 stanzas. Want them posted? Comment, PLEASE.

School's comming up! I'm pretty psyched, I got my kilt and everything! So, go me! _{Not really, no.}

so, okay, long story short, this was a FAILJOURNAL. But, an update, nonetheless. So, comment, please, not just because i'm an egotistical maniac, but because you're bored. LIKE ME! _{Comment if you're bored like I am...please?}
Alright, loves to all! <3<3
Çhaye, OUT SAUCED.